I have a fiancee but it feels like you are a stranger, which you are. Fuck you, fiancee. I had loved you but you treat me like crap. I know you are trying to fix things now but the damage had been done. I had been hurt.
My heart is not a toy but everyone acts like it is. Annoying. So, I came to a point in my life where I have to resort to something vile... an affair.
She was wonderful. Although she was a compulsive liar...it was awhile since I had felt this loved. In the end, I have to let you go. Cause I didn't want to hurt your heart anymore, my love. Thank you for still being friends with me in the end. And for still contacting me, even though you have someone special now. I had realized that last 22nd could have been our 4th month anniversary. I could have still been happy but I am happier now...seeing you happy with a new someone.
It had only been 3 weeks, dear. 3 weeks feels so long.
My heart hurt so bad.
I need to keep my distance from you now. I still cry when I look at all the stuff you gave me. I need to return them to you soon. I need to move on.
You said some very hurtful words to me...I accept them cause I had hurt you. You were my angel for a short while. But as the saying goes...people come and go..and as they come and go, they are either a person who is a blessing in our lives or a person who teaches us something.
You thought me to be strong. I will prove to you that I will be someone.
Here is a song for you.
Who Am I to Stand in Your Way - Chester See
Forgive me
I may have said things
That aren't exactly
The way that I feel
I told you I'd be strong
I told you I've moved on
But it doesn't take long
To realize
That I'm not over you
If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
I know it sounds crazy
But I need you to trust me
If it's how it must be
Then I'll fade away
When it finally feels true
Do what you have to
Cause I'll never blame you
For not choosing me
But I'm not over you
If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your
Way that I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that makes you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
Down the road someone will ask me if I know you
I'll pause for a moment I'll smile and say that I used to
Cause if there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your
Way that I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that makes you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
I may have said things
That aren't exactly
The way that I feel
I told you I'd be strong
I told you I've moved on
But it doesn't take long
To realize
That I'm not over you
If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
I know it sounds crazy
But I need you to trust me
If it's how it must be
Then I'll fade away
When it finally feels true
Do what you have to
Cause I'll never blame you
For not choosing me
But I'm not over you
If there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your
Way that I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that makes you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
Down the road someone will ask me if I know you
I'll pause for a moment I'll smile and say that I used to
Cause if there is somebody that makes you feel happy
Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking
Then who am I who am I to stand in your
Way that I feel is no longer your burden
If there is someone that makes you feel perfect
Then who am I who am I to stand in your way
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