Friday, February 3, 2012

Putting water to Rage and Fire

I grew up in an environment where I am always shouted at, ridiculed and belittled. Most people don't get what it feels like to be living under those conditions. I envy those that grew up in an environment with warmth, respect and harmony. If you perceive me from the outside without knowing my background story, you'll probably think I'm just some whiny biatttch who didn't get her way. I'm...not that kind of person you think I am. I'm much more worse.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Results are out!

I keep on doing things not for my own well being. I try my hardest in university cause I want to make someone proud but it turns out, they weren't even satisfied with the marks I had gotten. Though,what the hell?  You can't win everything.

I set the bar up pretty high this semester. Which is a great expectation to live up to in my other semesters.
-winces- I have to work hard this upcoming semester! Hopefully I can do it.

This is the subject I have to take next semester. I think I may have to take a foreign language but I'm not quite sure yet. May have to wait till I get back to university to make sure. Out of all, I'm worried about Phonetics. I suck at Phonetics, big time. Ever since my diploma days. So Nadia, I have to work extra extra EXTRA hard on this subject. I have to know my material inside out.

I can't wait for introduction to human communication. It sounds like it's going to be hell lots of fun. :) I wonder who'll be teaching that subject?